Most of you know about my big pregnancy surprise.  Because I have been told for so many years that I could never have children, it's hard for me to believe that everything will be ok.  There are VERY deep rooted fears that I just cannot shake, no matter what.  Then you take into account that I'm 37 and add in the chances of Down's Syndrome, Autism and the like, and it's enough to scare the pants right off of ya....(which may have been what got me into this situation in the first place) My husband is so shocked, I'm sure his pants will stay on for a VERY, VERY long time to come ;)

Anyway, I don't usually ask people for favors, but in this case I'm going to make an exception.  I would appreciate ANYONE out there to say a prayer for me and my unborn baby that everything will be ok.  I definately will appreciate it.  I believe whole-heartedly in the power of prayer and forces that are much more powerful than we will ever be able to understand.

Thank you so much.